Cautious v selfish

I have been trying to pen this post for a number of days, but have struggled with it. I guess that's the beauty of writing I can chose to write something or not and publish what I choose. So this is a personal battle between being safe and selfish. 

Nearly 10 years ago we were part of a horrible statistic, unfortunately, the situation got worse and we became 1 in a very large number. 

I don't want to be that stat again. My boys 

are staying home with me whilst I teach remotely and they learn remotely. They wouldn't get anything different being in school so I don't see it as an issue. My daughter however went into her primary school and I guess today wasn't too bad. 12 out of 64 kids were in so not too bad. Tomorrow she will be in a bubble of 35. Government guidance is that you can meet 1 other person outdoors. My wife and daughter will be meeting 30 ish differe t households everyday from tomorrow.

This is giving me a bit of anxiety to be honest. Home schooling and the difficulty with Hattie's routine at home last time was really difficult.

This is the hardest what if for me ever. I don't really know the right answer.